A new beginning

It's been a year since I last posted in this blog. Generally, I have been on and off in writing this blog, and I do admit that there are some darker and evil reasons hiding behind me deciding to write a blog. I don't know if I still have them or not when I'm writing this. I may write something about it later on, when I already have the right heart to do it. I can only say that I realize it has been a lifelong struggle for me, and I believe it will always be there. I need to learn to live, struggle, and cry with it as it is truly my biggest problem.

Pray for me as I embark on another journey, please ask God for me to be able to fight my sinful nature and come victorious through Him, for now I truly understand that this is too big for me to handle by myself.

A New Post!

I totally forgot about this blog. Between my project, papers, FESIM kongress, WC-FESIM, Chenli ministry, gym and Italian trip, my time has been packed with quite a lot of stuff to do. Interestingly, I still have the time to watch tv series. hmmm....

Anyway. Just hopping by to check if this blog still existed (duh!). Later I'll write something of actual content. Or maybe not. (haha)

On Matthew 17:24-26

Tax for two at two drachma each,
From the sea a shekel granted
Ask, o man for He is not out of reach.
Hence trust, your needs fulfilled.

Which one am I?

"It is one thing for a minister to be used by God. It is another for a minister to be pleasing in the sight of God." - Paul Gunadi

Quoted by Chandra Wim today in ISCF fellowship. Truly something that bug my mind in reflections for tonight. Truly, which one am I?


There was a time when I lost my desire to write and to share. There was a time when I didn't see the point of doing a blog to express my thought. I am who I am though, inconsistent as I am in doing this blog, but I do want to share and I do long to write. Today I'm giving it another go. Fingers crossed. But I still wish that "Let there be light" is the message that I convey.
  • January 1st 2012, Kristo